what is love?

when a person ask u "why do u love him/her?" do you have the answer? have you even asked your self? It's just in my mind after i read a friend's blog post. But it's weird. She answered the questions to why she loved him BUT there was no specific reason. Her post was kinda long but there was definite answer in it. The first reason was "For one reason, I just do... I just love him...". This shows that love not only u cant describe it in clear words. But if you'd ask me, well I guess you would have to ask me when I'm in love again. XD Well, this post its about celebrating just how beautiful a simple word can mean if it's said from a true heart. Just unexplainable. XD busy now~ see ya ~S.M.~

Jay Chou - Rainbow

Lyrics | Jay Chou lyrics - Cai Hong lyrics

an old song but loved it when i heard it~ XD enjoy~
~S.M.~

Nightmare~

Have you ever had a dream that woke you up? One that stop your heart for just one second? I had one this morning alright~ What I could recall was I went to a toilet in come shopping complex( I guess), but I ended in an elevator with this "malay" guy (I dun know why and how or what.. it's a dream) . As the doors of the elevator closed in, it felt warmer than usual. Then i felt dizzy( as so i thought) my vision was swinging left and right. Then I tried to regain consciousness and realize it wasn't me being dizzy. It was the elevator SWINGING ( I know it doesn't make sense but it's a dream afterall). I asked " bang , elevator goyang ke?", and he replied "bukan lah" hesitatedly. "BBBTTTTAAAAANNNNGGGGG!!!" a loud noise was heard and the elevator shook. Then, the elevator fell. It felt so real at that moment and even my heart stopped for a second (this shows how powerful your mind can be) and I woke up. Couldn't sleep back for a moment and drank some water to relax my self. ~S.M.~

March Babeh!

----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and
Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
And sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
Feelings. Observant and assesses others.

Holiday #2

tired~ not because of non-stop activities. Because din't rest enough. aiz.. did u get enuf rest? Was this the feeling i had last 2 years ago? hmmm..... i dunno.. i wander do u read my blog.. well if u do... u might read this.. but will u know if its u? but if u know will u avoid me? jus so many questions need to be answered. I have this same thought as Jo Wai, will it affect our frendship? damn.. why the hell am i writing this? i dun even noe im ready for another commitment. LOL-ness... BACK TO TOPIC.. damn sien this time holiday.. gosh... I feel so improductive this time around. damn. i wanna go and spend valueable times. argh!!! (P.S. : chay jinn dun so keh poh ask me questions... i won't answer.. XD)

~S.M.~

night trip or day trip?

The gayest night happened. Yes.. lima batangs went on a memorable trip although it was brief~ Well most of us enjoyed. ^^ but something was missing for me tat night, mayb it was u? XD well.. that night started of as a normal night where I'd go yc (yum cha) wit me frens in nearby mamak shop, Meenas. I was late that night as i waited for my fren. As i reached and ordered my drink. We chatted as usual, and sudd 4 of my frens said "lets go genting now!". I was thinking, "wth!" but i followed~ wohoooO~ starting our trip approximately 12 midnight and reached our destination around 1.30. wow... long journey but we had fun.. sang songs together and stuffs... (we are not gay, seriously) went up thr ate some stuffs due to hunger... guess whr we went XP .. listened to some ghost story.. XD it was cold for me that night. I noe i cant stand cold. sadness~ XD the stories were not bad btw.. XD and we headed back down and i slept the whole journey. XD reached home around 6. hoho~ (uploads photo as soon as got it) ~S.M.~